they are like one of the best or worse times to talk to anyone. it can be a good time cos u wont get disturbed by phone calls, smses or msn. it's a time when there is hardly anything on telly, so then u wouldnt need to worry that u are missing out on ur favourite show. it's the time that u know that people wont come knocking on ur door to borrow things. it's also the time of the day when the only people u hear are those who are coming back drunk from their parties at the nott or at dooleys. it the time of the day to talk cos it's just quiet.
but it is the worse time of the day for any of our conversations. sometimes i wonder if it is because people are tired or cos they are looking forward to the next day that they are sometimes lost in their own thoughts. but for me, u seem to say the darnest things in the morning. i learn more and more about the true you and the fascade that u built becomes less and less what people percieve u to be. i learn things that sometimes i wish i never knew or had hoped werent true of you. we talk about things that we have been keeping inside us for like almost forever. the topics that come up sometimes seem so random, but they are always at the back of our minds. it's the time when u actually tell me thr truth and not hide behind the fascade of yours. but as people always say, the truth HURTS!
sometimes i wish i would just shut up and not talk. sometimes after hearing what u have to say, i wish i didnt bring it up in the first place. sometimes, i wonder if i had brought it up earlier, would things have been different. woundering what would be the case if i didnt think and never brought it up at all.... would life be simpler?
people often put up a front so that others look up to them. but a fascade is nothing but a lie. it's something that will catch up with u someday. it's something that doesnt last. it's something that i've seen right through.
