i thought u knew i thought u understood i thought u would stand by me i thought u would be the shoulder i could cry on i thought u would be my pillar of strength i thought that all our problems were solved i thought that things were just going our way
and today not a hug not a cheeky smile u wouldnt even utter ur fav 3 words all u say, ' i think u need a break, from everything'
words u say each and everyday words that u say with so much joy words that u used to show the care and concern for me today u say nothing
i feel so lost so un-loved and so unwanted
i'm breaking down....and i really really wish you could be right here with me. but i know that u just think i'm this really kiddie person the kiddie who is so xiao qi the one who is so stubborn
all i want right now is to be with you cant u sense it cant u get it cant u try and at least be here