a holiday that somehow didnt seem like one it just disappeared in a twinkling of an eye but it was a holiday of realisations and a time or reflections
frienships built are so easily destroyed i thought that we were like the best of friends we grew up together yet as time passes i feel more like a stranger to you than a friend
friendships forged i looked forward to meeting up with all of you i kinda knew that things would be different since we;ve been each in our own worlds...that we probably wouldnt have the same expectations, thought or feelings we probably wldnt understand each other as well as we did and we probably have lots more to share but... the more we talked the more we shared the more i felt that maybe you werent that good friend i thought you were
different environments do shape who you are but you've changed and now... i feel like a little kid looking at a bunch of power hungry people a bunch of people who are full of ambition who would do anything to get your way whether it was right or wrong as long as you go it, that was all that mattered to you it seem so wrong so lacking in principles and in character but i guess that's you...
you might think i'm silly i might just be that little kid to you. or that really stubborn kiddie. the girl who doesnt seem to be able to grow up
