the blog is kinda like some super roller coaster ride of mine. my roller coaster ride when i'm in melb.
the weekend was kinda bitter sweet. i dunno if i was happy that baobei was finally back from rural.. or upset over the fact that he cld spend time with me. it's like you look forward to pouring ur guts out and telling him everything that has happened over the week or so.. spend some time together..and do catch a movie or soemthing, but he doesnt seem to have the time for any. yes, he did surprise me on sat and spend abt an hour with me. it did make me smile.. but u know, sweet surprises dont make up for the many times that u dont call or dont reply. how am i suppose to know what's going on if u dont tell me? the worse bit was that you thought i got raped or killed cos i didnt msg u. i didnt msg u only because u got angry with me for msging u at abt 6pm the day before as u were sleeping....
sunday was awakened only after 3 hours of sleep by yitch n mel for brekkie. was planning on sleeping in..so there goes my sunday. so the kiddie gets up and ready to go have brekkie.. and spend the day with her college mates. but deep inside, feeling all guilty that i cant spend time with baobei shd he be able to come back early to halls. but he didn't. he came back even later than i did.. ah wells.
i realised that his room is much bigger than mine...and considering the amt of stuff i need to keep in my room.. was just joking ard abt doing a room swop so that his much bigger room could possibly contain my stuff nicely...and hopefully it wont look so cluttered. but guess what kind of response the kiddie got...NO! this room is mine.
i really dont know what to say. i feeling really hurt inside. and tears are flowing... (but u wldnt wipe them away)
did i become a cry baby or did u just become hard-hearted...
