i dont really know why i bother everyone looks forward to the weekends and to spend time with the bfs and to do the shopping the movies and the just having fun relaxing..
but each weekend, i dont see u at all fri night is spent by myself.. i dont see u saturday.. not even yesterday when it was our 21 months.. didnt see u today..
weekends equals couple time.. for everyone else at least... but not for me
and what really bugs me the most.. is that all i look forward to each weekend is to get that warm cuddly hug from u before u drive home.. leaving me in a 1hour traffic jam to come home to an empty apartment.. but each fri.. u are in a hurry to beat traffic home.. and monday when i do see u in school.. its just..
in another 7 odd hours i;ll be sitting in lect.. and its not going to bother you that i havent spend any time with you all weeekend.. and its not going to affect you that i had to clean and wash n spend the bulk of the weekend in an empty shell.. and you are not even going to realise that i spend my weekend bascially in tears.. but yeah.. hopefully tmr when i go to uni.. it will be different. hopefully. but probably not...
tmr is so going to be another day at uni and i;m gg to have a nice break to drink my coffee and do my work while u go do whateever u have been looking forward to do all sem long.. which is to play bball.. and yes, i kindly arranged bball for you so that u;ll be happier at the very least.. so u look forward to gg to uni.. while lil me.. who has been upset all weekend... is gg to have the company of my awesome anatomy text. its as comforting as coming back to my empty apartment. sigh.
i dream of the day that i'll have my sunshine during the weekend.....
