what would u do if one day i stop returning ur calls just because i leave my phone on silent or have phone calls die in the middle of nowhere within the first min just because i dont charge my phoneee.. and not call back even though i have access to a phone charger or what if when u are urgently looking for me with multiple calls i simply refuse to pick up.. or promise to call and just dont wont u be angry?
what would u each time u ask me to go online i just leave my msn running and not reply ur msgs? what would u do if u sit in front of the com all day waiting to talk to me.. and i simply dont see the msg box flashingg.. or am simply too busy to care?
what would you do if i simply chose to not spend any time with you.. even thought i can?
what would you do if you were an international student and that you were in a country without any close relatives.. and each weekend when my family goes out.. not include you at all?
how would u feel if each weekend you return to an empty houseee. and all you want was to spend time with me.. but i simply refuse?
or the best bit, even when i spend time with u.. that i say it was 'completely not worth it'
what would you if i really did all that to you?
think really really hard..
well, if u think that would all make u maddd.. or upset.. that is what you do to me each and every weekend. did you know that each weekend is becoming more and more difficult. do you know that i really really hate the weekend nowww... even though i get a break from driving to and from uni.. i know that once the weekends are here.. my bf takes a long lonng holiday in his own world that doesnt include me in anythinggg. nothing at all.. it is as if i completely disappear from this world for like 48hours or so.. did u know that i feel totally neglected each and every weekend... did u know that i;ve been taking sleeping pills to get me to sleep... did u know that i;ve been crying all weekend... well, i guess u are going to say that you dont know cos i dont tell you.. but what more do you want me to say?
