28 october 2005 is the day to remember. the day that marked the start to something special, something that could really make a big difference to anyone's life. it was the start of a special journey of that would always be special to us.
ever since, i;ve always thought of you as my hero. you are my sunshine when i was sad and stressed, u made me see the sunny and brighter side of things. you are my heater when we walked those long roads in the cold, you kept telling me that i wont be left alone in the cold cos you'll be there. you are the pillar of support when i;m upset, stressed or scared. you are my shoulder to cry on when i;m sad and even though u wont do anything to make me cry, you'll still wipe my tears away. you are the one who never fails to amuse me with all those silly actions just to make me smile. you are the one i think of each time i go shopping, even though i know i cant buy everything in the shop. you are the one who will hold my hand so tight, as if you are afraid to lose me, when you know that i will never leave you. you are the one whom i just want to wake up to each morning and fall asleep in ur arms each night. you are the one.
i look back and i think of those happy times we had. and yes, i miss them all. i miss all those times we ran after the bus. i miss all those times we walked in the cold. i miss all those times we drove around in the carcar just to find a place to eat. i miss all those times we went shopping just to buy all those things you loved.. i miss all those times we laughed and joked, and just was silly. i miss all those times we baked and cooked together. i miss all those times we watched a million and one drama dvd together. i miss all those times we had coffee and cake, even though u hardly ever drank coffee. i miss all those times we went to the library just to borrow a million books. i miss all those times when it was just about us. i miss all the silly surprises you gave, yes, i miss them all. i miss each and everything about you.
and yes, i know that you are going to say that you always have always cared about me. i know you have. i know that deep down inside, that you still care. i know you do. i just wish, that one day, someday, it could be us, once again. and then maybe, the little one will be happy little bao.
just give us that one chance to make it work. give me that once chance to show you that i still do love you. give me the chance to trust you again. and maybe, we'll be happy ; )
i know you're going to tell me that there are too many issues to sort out, and that you need the time to study and do the things you enjoy.. n i;m telling you that i will trust you, and that i will give you the space you need. this i promise.
