a break up is called a break up cos its already broken. u broke my heart but that didnt change the fact that i still love you.
i let you go, cos that was the right thing to do. cos letting you go was what u wanted, and cos u said that if i loved you i will let you go. and so i listened, and i did. when i really shdnt have listened to you. but you promised that you will always be here for me. that the breakup would not change the fact that we can still be the best of friends, that you will be my shoulder to cry on that you will support me, and be my best friend.
i listened to you. i let you go, even though it broke my heart.
i should have never listened to you cos you didnt fufil your promise. you lied to me yet again. and you know what, its a good 20 months later... and the worse bit is that i still love you. the one i love isnt the one i fell in love with some 4 years ago, but the one that i see working so hard to get his work done and always putting his work first.. and i cant believe that all you care about is the world knowing that 'we arent together'
thanks. we are so NOT together. for every time you make me smile, you break my heart twice over. for every time you promise me, you break your promise. for every time you told me that you love me, i know deep down that it was jsut a bunch of lies. for every time you said that you never want to hurt me, you have hurt me more than anyone else on the planet. for every time you remind me that 'we arent together', i remember that it was you, not me, but you who brought this pain and suffering... and it was you that was selfish. and for every time you try and tell me to be strong, i will remember that i am way stronger that you think i am. and for all those many months we were together, i thank you for being my sunshine and for being the love of my life.
but for now, i will love you no more cos you really broke my heart.
